I'll Be Your Sexual Freak

Change in plans.

2005-08-15T00:00:18Z

Alright, I changed my journal. . . again. I was just going to spend the money and get a name change, but I decided that I shouldn't spend money on something so silly when I don't HAVE that much money. Anyway, my new journal is sadgoodbyes. Everyone that is on my friend's list here will be added to my other journal and I hope you all add me back! :-)

~Nickie~

sexualfreak @ 2005-08-13T12:34:00

2005-08-13T17:51:16Z

I just got off the phone with Connie, (My dad's girlfriend), and she was asking me all about online journaling and everything because she just found out her 13 year old daughter has a Xanga blog. I didn't think this was such a big deal, because I think I was 13 when I first started my old livejournal, but I went to her Xanga journal. . . and it is a big deal. These little kids are talking very crudely about sex and blow jobs and they are posting pictures of themselves, their full names, their phone numbers. And also, someone they know just got raped by someone she met on the internet, but these kids are apparently oblivious to that and continue to do what they are doing! I mean, yes, I had a journal online when I was around that age, but it was NOTHING like what these kids are writing about! It worries me, but at least Connie found out about it so that they can put a stop to it.

Not much else has really gone on today - I watched the movie Guess Who and it was pretty funny and I worked on Hannah's blanket a little. I was looking at all of Hannah's pictures on my computer and I started missing her, even though I just dropped her off at Bryan's last night. And then he called me a little while ago and asked if I could pick her up tonight around 7 because he said he would do something for a friend. Which it isn't that big of a deal, but somehow yet again he's managed to not spend more than 24 hours with his daughter. I really shouldn't be saying that, though, because he is a good father and I know he loves her.

In about an hour I'm going out to Donna's and I just talked to my cousin Bobby and he's going out there as well. He doesn't have a liscence because of a DWI he got a while back so I said that I would pick him up when I went out there, but he said "no, I'm going to drive myself", because he's not being very smart and he's apparently NEVER going to learn.

And once again, people on livejournal take things WAY too seriously and it is apparently against livejournal law to make jokes on yourself. Laughing at yourself means that you are covering up something, of course! Speaking of laughing at yourself, I was putting my pants on today and I tripped over them instead. . . how embarrassing. Luckily I caught myself before I actually fell on the floor. Come on, though - everyone has done that at some point in their life. If you say you haven't, you're a liar! Well, maybe not, I may just be clumsier than everyone else - that is a highly probable possibility!

~Nickie~

Movie thing, I'm bored.

2005-08-13T13:23:26Z

(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Boondock Saints
( ) The Mexican
(x) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
( ) Neverending Story
(x) Blazing Saddles
(x) Airplane
(x) The Princess Bride
( ) Young Frankenstien
(x) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
( ) White Noise
( x White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
(x) Harry Potter
( ) Harry Potter 2
( ) Harry Potter 3
(x) Resident Evil I
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding neverland
(x) 13 Ghosts
(x) Signs
( ) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
( ) Thirteen going on 30
(x) I Robot
(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(x) Universal Soldier I have unfortunately seen this movie.
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came A Spider
(x) Deep impact
(x) KingPin
(x) Never been kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumb & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
( ) Halloween
(x) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
(x) Seven (SE7EN)
(x) Oceans Eleven
(x) Oceans Twelve
(x) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
(x) Independence Day
(x) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
(x) My boss' daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever after
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-men
( ) X-2: X-Men United
(x)Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
( ) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
(x) Cruel Intentions
(x) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
( )Old School
(x) Ray
(x) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(x) Hitch
(x) The Fifth Element
(x)Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
( ) Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
(x) Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi...
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
(x) Air Force One
(x) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(x) Sound of music
(x) Parent Trap
( ) The Burbs
( ) The Terminator
(x) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
( ) Meet Joe Black
( ) Wild Girls
( ) A Clockwork Orange
(x) The Order
(x) Spiderman
(x) Spiderman 2
( ) Amelie
(x) Mean Girls
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x)The Incredibles
(x) Collateral
(x) The Fast & The Furious
( ) 2 Fast 2 Furious
(x) Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
( ) Closer
(x) Titanic
( ) Saved
( ) Bowling For Columbine
( ) Farenheit 9/11
(x) The Sixth Sense
(x) Duce Bigilo: Male Gigilo
(x) South Park: The Movie
( ) AI: Artificial intelligence
( ) Love Actually
( ) Shutter
( ) Ella Enchanted
(x) Princess Diaries
(x) Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
( ) Constantine
( ) Million Dollar Baby
(x) Envy
(x) Eurotrip
(x) Malibu's Most Wanted
(x) Big Daddy
( ) Black Sheep
(x) The Breakfast Club
( ) West Side Story
(x) A Christmas Story
(x) Spanglish
(x) Pulp Fiction
( ) Sleepover
( ) The Evil Dead
( ) killer Klowns From Outer Space
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Vanilla Sky
( ) The Nightmare Before Christmas
( ) Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
(x) Interview With A Vampire
(x) The Crow
( ) Purple Rain
(x) Reservoir Dogs
( ) Wayne's World
( ) Wayne's World 2
( ) 21 Grams
(x) Blow
(x) Edward Scissorhands
(x) Clerks
(x) Beauty and the Beast
( ) Guess Who
(x) Monster In-Law
(x) ELF
(x) Stuart Little
( ) Stuart Little 2
(x) Mall Rats
(x) Chasing Amy
(x) Dogma
(x) Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
(x) Beetlejuice
(x) Last Samurai
( ) The Aviator
(x) Romeo and Juliet
( ) Beautyshop
(x) Legally Blonde
(x) Legally Blonde 2
(x) Forgotten
(x) Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
(x) The Grudge
( ) Wimbledon
(x) Bring It On
( ) Bring It On Again
( ) Flight of the Phoenix
( ) Johnson's Family Vacation
(x) National Lampoon's Vacation
(x) National Lampoon's Vegas Vacation
( ) 2001: A Space Odyssey
(x) Dr. Strangelove Or How I Came To Love the Bomb
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
(x) Animal House
(x) Happy Gilmore
(x) Monty Python and The Holy Grail
( ) Monty Python's The Life of Brian
( ) Caddyshack
( ) Caddyshack 2
( ) Casablanca
(x) austin powers, international man of mystery
(x) austin powers, the spy who shagged me
(x) austin powers, goldmember
( ) from justin to kelly
( ) thirteeen
(x) school of rock
( ) along came polly
( ) Kung Pow: Enter the Fist
(x) The Goonies
(x) Office Space
( ) Election
(x) a night at the roxbury
(x) Ferris Bueler's Day Off

~Nickie~

I shouldn't be awake.

2005-08-13T12:11:12Z

I really don't know why I'm up so early - I woke up a little after 6. I should be sleeping in since Hannah is with her dad and I have the chance to sleep in, but I can't go back to sleep. When I woke up, I came in here and got on the computer to check some things really quick, and on one of my communities, people were giving me a hard time so instead of whining about it or defending myself, I make fun of myself as well, but apparently that's worse than actually defending myself. People around here take everything way too seriously! It's livejournal people. . . RELAX. Who the fuck cares if someone makes fun of you, especially on here? It's not like anyone actually knows you, but for some reason people are so touchy about everything!

Anyway, later today I'm going to my aunt Donna's, but I think I already said that. Last night I went out to Jamestown mall, which I've never been to and I see why now that I went there. Then afterwards I dropped Hannah off at Bryan's and borrowed the movie Guess Who from him. I was planning on watching it last night, but I was tired when I got home so I'll probably watch it tonight.

Yeah. . . soooooo. . . I'm not interesting and I don't have anything else to say.

~Nickie~

Fun with Google.

2005-08-12T19:47:11Z

I've come to realize that one of the most entertaining things in the world, besides finding amusing livejournal communities that is, is typing in random words on google and seeing the images you end up with. Yes, I know, I'm pathetic and I don't have a life. I'm aware of this fact, so shut your face, and just deal with it!

Following this statement is a bunch of google-fun. Enjoy.

Nickie:

Look how fucking skinny I am!!! And I'm hot and in pink! HELL YEAH!

Watcher:

This is fucking creepy! Is it just me or does this picture creep anyone else out???

Bad:

Okay, she looks way too happy to be showing her nasty-ass feet. What a freak. I hope this biatch steps on a nail!

Poke:

I have no comment for this one. . .

Super:

I want to shoot this person in the chest and call him Super Bleeder.

Love:

Well it's just too bad that no one loves you back, snorkel lady. I don't understand the purpose of the breathing tube thing if the top is also completely immersed in water. Suck in water and die, imbecile.

Okay, I've decided that I'm going to do this random google search thing every Friday. That way you all have something to look foward to. Ha, yeah right - I value myself entirely too much. And I've also decided to make almost all of my entries public now except for the entries where I post pictures of Hannah - that is all.

~Nickie~

sexualfreak @ 2005-08-11T08:52:00

2005-08-11T14:17:15Z

Hannah is sitting in her bouncer playing with some of her toys so I thought that I would make an update. She is so adorable - I've got some awesome pictures of her that I'll post a little later after I load them on the computer. I was watching Today this morning and they were promoting this book, which I think is hillarious and everyone should read it. The Hiltons were on the list for being the parents of Paris - meaning they are the worst parents in America. Jesse Jackson is also on the list, which I think is great - I am not a big Jesse Jackson fan. Not that I'm against civil rights or anything, I'm completely for civil rights, but I'm just against Jesse Jackson and how he has to be a part of fucking EVERYTHING. Or maybe I'm wrong, who knows, I'm not very smart so that could very well be.

I also recently found the community icon_nazis, which is absolutely hillarious. I found it from mom_fight_club because people were fighting about it in there, but I still think the community is amusing. I'm constantly on the prowel for new communities that will amuse and entertain me for awhile. After I watched Mean Girls, I looked around for communities for "mean girls" and I saw numerous rating communities that were overflowing with girls ages 11 to 14 who thought they were sexy and hot - which is WRONG. I did, however, find much amusement from seeing these not so pretty kiddie communities.

Now I'm watching Regis and Kelly, which is one of my favorite daytime television shows. Yes, it is. Kelly is a beautiful, much more fun version of myself, and I love her! Hannah also seems to be very taken with the show. Okay, so not much has really been going on. I called Bryan this morning to see if he could watch Hannah for a little bit so that I could go tanning really fast, but he was already at work. It was decided that he's going to take Hannah again this weekend and, surprisingly enough, he said he's going to actually pick her up on Friday night this time. Usually he doesn't get her until Saturday afternoon and I pick her up on Sunday morning or afternoon so he barely ends up spending 24 hours with her. Also, this Saturday I'm going out to see my aunt Donna with my grandma and I plan to lay around all day in the pool. Woohoo. I can't wait!

In other exciting news I started my period due to the lovely hormone pills that my doctor gave me. I'm so excited about having my period again that I just can't contain my joy. Yeah, right. It's hell! I was really getting used to not having my period, but now it's back in all of it's full, disgusting glory. Fuck.

In other news that you probably don't need to hear:

I have to poop.

The end.

~Nickie~

Polygamist freaks.

2005-08-02T21:19:52Z

Today Dr. Phil is all about this city in Arizona called Colorado City where a polygamist cult rules. Apparently, there are 14 year old girls being forced to marry men twice their age who already have multiple wifes and are forced to have as many of their babies as physically possible. They are taught that men are supperior to women and the only reason they are put on this earth is to be submissive to men and to have their children. And even though this IS child abuse, nothing can legally be done about it. Girls who are are as young as 13 are being forced to have sex and have babies. . . and nothing can be done about it because their parents are allowing it and it is their "religion". That's sick. No matter what way you look at that, it's abuse and it's wrong - but there is apparently nothing anyone can do about it. So there are just all these sick fucks in Colorado City, Arizona raping children and getting away with it and the law isn't doing anything about it. What the fuck?! If that happened anywhere else, those bastards would be in fucking jail right now, so how in the hell is this shit going on there? That's like saying "it's my religion to kill people so you can't arrest me." What the fuck?! Can someone please explain to me how this is happening and how nothing is being done about it?!

And there's even more sick people out there: Oprah is about women who discovered their children are being molested by their boyfriends/husbands and they STAY WITH THEM EVEN THOUGH THEY KNOW THEY ARE ABUSING THEIR CHILDREN! I don't think so! If I found out someone was abusing my kid like that, I would fucking kill them! No question about it, I wouldn't say "oh, you won't do it again, okay", HELL NO! Those women deserve to be arrested just like the sick bastards that molested their children do!

UUURRRGH! Okay, I'm done. I can't talk about that anymore, it's making me sick.

Hannah is taking a nap right now and while I could be doing laundry or dusting or working on Hannah's blanket which is VERY close to done I've instead opted to mess around on the computer and waste my time. Hell yeah. I need to go fill my car up with gas later and then I also need to go to Walgreens and get these hangover pills that I said I would send to my friend Mark who lives in Ireland where there are no hangover pills, but they are much needed. Oh, and I need to get batteries for my camera and more diapers for Hannah.(Apparently I felt the need to clarify that the diapers are for Hannah. No, I do not wear depends. I have the ability to control my bladder.) Soooo. . . there goes all my money. I talked to Bryan at poker on Sunday and he said he would probably have money for me yesterday, but he never called. I'm sure I'll be fine, though, until Friday. Okay, well that's all I have to say for now.

~Nickie~

I don't care, Dr. Phil.

2005-07-22T20:19:29Z

I'm watching Dr. Phil and I really don't care about anything they're talking about, but I'm still watching the show. Something's wrong with that, I think. I spent most of the day playing and entertaining Hannah - she's been really playful today. I got her walker out and put her in it in the living room. She's still too little to move anywhere, but she's big enough to stand/sit in it and play with the toys. She liked it pretty well and it was a good new perspective for her. I took a couple of really cute pictures of her in it, which I'll post later after I load them on the computer. I want to finish taking my scavenger hunt pictures before I post everything! And once again, I would like to promote the community:

_findit

If you haven't joined it yet, join it now, it's an awesome community and it's a lot of fun! This is Bryan's weekend to have Hannah, but he's not picking her up until tomorrow because he's going to some cancer awareness thing, which is. . . nice. It's something nice he's doing that's not for himself, which is a change. Hmm. So he's going to be picking up Hannah tomorrow sometime, or actually what will most likely happen is I will drop her off there on the way to my Aunt Donna's, because I've decided to go out there tomorrow. I know we'll lay out in the pool tomorrow, but GOD, I'm not sure if I'll be able to stand it for very long because it's so freakin' HOT! I was watching 10pm news last night and it was like 87 degrees at fucking 10 at NIGHT! That's messed up. That is WAY too hot! I shouldn't complain, though, being as I have air-conditioning. If the people in Africa who are stuck outside in THEIR scorching heat all day and night could hear me, they would probably want to kill me.

Well, I don't have anything else to say right now, but I'll probably post again later with pictures and more useless crap. :)

~Nickie~

sexualfreak @ 2005-07-21T16:27:00

2005-07-21T21:29:17Z

This awesome new icon was made for me by prying_pandora!!! THANK YOU COURTNEY!

~Nickie~

Hmm.

2005-07-18T21:11:53Z

What does everyone think of my new layout?

I haven't decided whether or not I like it yet. . . But at least it actually goes with my journal name now.

~Nickie~

Ridiculous

2005-07-01T02:16:34Z

Shit on here with people is getting ridiculous. Everyone needs to grow up.

~Nickie~

This is crap.

2005-06-25T20:30:51Z

Okay, first of all, I would really like to know why Heather was deleted. This stupid shit is really starting to get on my nerves; she's not the first one of my friends on here to get deleted for no damn reason. All this fucking drama is getting ridiculous. If a person doesn't like someone else on here, then don't read their fucking journal and if someone else has a problem with you, just make your journal friend's only. It's that fucking SIMPLE! I'm really getting sick of my friends getting booted so everyone needs to stop the fucking DRAMA because it's STUPID! Yeah, I'm sorry, you can't comment on this entry, kiss my ass! If you're on my friend's list, then feel free to comment about this on another entry. If not, get the fuck away from me.

~Nickie~

Friends Only

2005-05-21T13:48:30Z

Comment if you want to be added.

~Nickie~

Welcome To My New Journal!

2003-12-25T01:02:23Z

Hello, everyone, and welcome to my new journal. The name comes from a song by George Michael, called Freeek!, and I think you all should listen to it, but that's just me. I hope everyone on my old friend's list got this and added me again!

Your move holy man. . . CHOOSE WISELY!

That was my random Dane Cook comment. Oh, oh. . . here's another one:

Okay, ma'am? You're going to drive about five miles and turn left at the Texaco station. There will be a man in a yellow poncho, his name is Hank and he'll take you to the Whopper layer and you'll wait there for backup. WE'RE COMING WITH YOUR FOOD!

Hmm. . . I don't know if I got that entirely right, but that is the basic gist of it. Happy Christmas!

~Nickie~